Rediscovery

I always prided myself in that the fact that I knew who I was. I knew what I wanted. I knew how I would accomplish it and I had a great understand of myself. Now I am lost in this immense world of unknown. The world that I once knew, it had balance and structure, which has now become frightening and immensely dense with factors beyond my control. I am rediscovering myself. I used to be someone and now I’m not. I am not the independent, confident woman with her best friend by her side that I once was. I am now a lonely, vulnerable girl without guidance, without strength. In order to rediscover I must first revive my strength. My life is now lacking the importance that it once had. The feeling of defeat is consuming.